This is my story. A life with stuttering.

This is my story. A life with stuttering. This is my story, A life with stuttering. I have been stuttering all my life, since I was a toddler. I have finished my university degree and have difficulty finding a desired Job. I have been practicing for two years straight, reading out as loud as I can. Here comes the tricky part. When I read out loud I don't stutter at all. My reading rhythm is fluent. But when I try to explain something to people I start to stutter. I have tried my best to maintain it till a certain degree. But I am at a point in my life where I have tried everything I know about stutter therapy practice till this day. I have become better at speaking fluently I admit but not as someone who speaks genuine fluent. I want to be totally free of my stuttering. How did you reddit readers conquer your stuttering (fears) and speak fluently