I'm not sure what kind of advice you're looking for. I can tell you that stuttering hurts a lot. Very painful and it's just as awkward for me as it is for the person I'm talking to. Honestly, some people are more confident about their stutter. Personally, I prefer to not talk to people. For me, stuttering is 100% based on my level of anxiety. This explains why I can talk without stuttering when I'm alone, and around certain people.