Look at it this way. There are people who dont stutter but have a shitier life. Lets take having a gf for example. You might think if you didn't stutter you would have a gf but there are people who dont stutter have no gf. So dont blame your inability to get into a relationship on stuttering. If you cant talk to wemen blame it on yourself bcs there are people who dont stutter and have no gf. Basically fulfilment and happiness should be intrinsic, not extrinsic. If you cant be happy with the stutter you wont be happy without the stutter