School years especially working in lab experiments is too hard for me ,communicating with others. I totally don't care for lab experiments. I memorized the experiment values for exams and draw diagrams ,put graphs ,get marks to reduce the nervousness. Other than labs , I don't care for other classes. One computer teacher used to ask questions to anyone in random and if your are not answering, he will get rude and shout at in class. So I skip the schools on Fridays regularly to avoid his classes. Overall I fought mentally strong to get good grades in school. I was 15th best student in a crowd of 700 students in one of best high schools in South India in late 1990s. Later college life went horrible , hostel life ,bullying and bad grades for my standards 7/10 ,again labs are terrifying ,even not able to tell attendance when name is called. Fast forward now in early 40s ,life got lot better and hardly few days I feel bad for stutterer in entire year nowadays.