Stuttering is tough. I used to let fear dominate my life. Fear of speaking gave me anxiety yada yada yada. Try to replace the fear with fun. I know that sounds crazy but try to lighten up. We stutter its who we are and its all good. Never apologize for it because its not bad. Maybe awkward for you and cause feelings of self doubt. Love yourself. Life is so much better when you quit putting limits on yourself and start living. Good luck to you. I know its tough, ive been to speech classes through out life so i totally understand.