No worries man. This subreddit is a good support network surprisingly. And don’t get me wrong, I don’t mean to come across like I’m a fully fluent speaker. Like you, I can have my good days and bad days. Can be one day of speaking fast and no blocks and can also have a day where I take a good few minutes to say something simple. It’s kind of like exercise, it’ll be frustrating and tiresome at first but keep at it you’ll start to get results! You got this!! ✌️