I'm sorry for your experiences, I can't imagine. I always am very grateful for being born in the Netherlands, where there are about 10 famous people who (actually) stutter, regularly on tv. I'm saying 'actually' because a lot of famous people who stutter from the US/UK barely seem to stutter. Because of the famous pws in the Netherlands, people usually know what it is and when someone makes fun of it, they're the weird one.