Yeah that line is really weird. I have to do that too. I guess you have to think of your stutter as a part of your personality, but something that you own. Not something that controls your life. I don't know if you'll find this useful, but I encounter a problem during online competitive gaming that can applied in this situation too. When I game online, I often fall into a pit of anxiety and brain fog. I perform poorly in the game too, when I fall into this pit. It's the fear of losing, performance anxiety and its essentially a block that interrupts the flow in your head (the flow that makes you enjoy the game and come up with tactics during gameplay that ultimately make you win). When you're in a good, enthusiastic mood, you can disconnect from this anxiety and focus on the fun. Just turn off that unhelpful part of the mind, and submit to the flow of the game. Does your speech become more fluent when you're in an enthusiastic mood and you're having fun talking to the person?