If you don’t want anyone’s help then why bother posting in the first place? If you want to hate your life and be depressed then keep on doing what your doing. Yes you can’t win the battle in terms of curing it but you can learn to live with it. I was in the same position as you last year. Got really pissed off about it, didn’t think it could get better, went into a year long depression, through about killing myself. Did it help me? No… it only made me 100% worse. Start focusing on having a positive, attitude. Start not to stress about stuttering. Try laughing about your stutter and making yourself feel like you own your stutter, not your stutter owning you.