Yeah I feel you bro. I’ve had this stutter for 8 years and therapy didn’t help. My speech pathologist told me I was extremely fluent when I spoke but as soon as I left it came back. I try to use a whole bunch of strategy’s to help but nothing works. I’ve completely given up on socializing with people and have quarantined myself in my room. The worst part is that I can’t even say my damn name it’s that bad.