Bro you are really young, i know what you feel but stuttering is not creep or weird thing. At your age yeah it is hard, but believe me your life will become easier day by day after high school. I am 32M and I have stutter still. I never had problem with talking to girls after high school. I had only 2 gfs at high school, but i had huge crash to a girl and wasted 2 years with that. At college i had tons of gfs and one night stands, believe me or not some girls found my speaking kinda cute😁some of them really doesn't care especially one night stands. Now i am married for 4 years. She doesn't have speaking or any other disability. Actually she is out of my league😁she is beautiful, funny, lovely and more successful than me. I summarized my last 15 years, because of a reason. Please don't be that harsh to yourself, you are a human being like any other. Of course you and me can't be on any brodway musical or cast news, but we are not less than any other people. We can capable of %95 of things that "normal" people do. You need to love yourself first to expect love from others. Please never forget that.