First day at university!

First day at university! Today was my first at university attended my lectures asked questions met new friends and stuttered a shit ton . i try my best not to let my stutter get to me,but my gosh what an effort i have to put to say something as simple as my name , and when you see all of the people around you talk in a way that you wish you can talk like ​ Like why can't i just say my name and converse smoothly why do i block , if i could fight in a ring against myself i will fuck myself up