I'm not religious at all, but isn't God's whole thing giving people tough battles? I mean, I don't want to overstep, but wouldn't this be another battle that all people with this disability have to suffer. And think on the bright side a bit, yeah you may stutter, and it could be severe, but you're alive to do it and get better fluency as you work along. The whole point of this subreddit is to help each other out and uplift each other. Don't give up or get frustrated on your journey to fluency.