I don’t how to feel about it

I don’t how to feel about it I had an virtual college interview today, and I think I lost it all due to my stutter. The college was among my top priority colleges, but due to my constant stutter for the entire interview period, I could not do it. The interviewer are really nice as he took time to try to understand what I was saying. But, I broke down the first second of the interview when I could not even say Good morning to him without stuttering. I am an international applying to colleges in the US, and have worked a lot all these years to get into a good college. I don’t think I will achieve anything in life and want to kill myself.