This and yes. Earlier, when I was feeling bad kept reminding myself. That were not friends, so I shouldn't care what they think. Also it is a repeating pattern, whenever I have a block or prolongation. I sound mentally handicapped, and people tend to freak out. Once they've freaked out and told me it's alright, and that I can talk to em whenever. Usually never see em again, of if I do. They're avoiding me, like I'm a freak or did something bad. Last week I joined group counciling thing, and realized I'm not actually weird. Awkward yes, but not genuinely strange Am male, 23