I can’t have a moment of peace

I can’t have a moment of peace Ever since [this](https://www.reddit.com/r/Stutter/comments/r0n17v/stuttering_like_hell_in_my_group_project/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf) happened a week ago I’ve been in a really bad state (other things have happened too since then). There’s this constant searing pain in my brain and my chest and I feel so utterly worthless and I’m as close to suicide as I’ve ever been. I can’t get up and do anything. Can’t even get up in the mornings. Can’t smile. Can’t laugh. How do I make this stop? I just want it to stop.