Same thing here , After I got hired , I got to engage in conversations with alot of people and conduct presentation and meetings which in this case I feel anxious , consequently my stutter would be worse. The worst part of it is the feeling that comes after severe stutter , blaming myself and hate it for a thing I never choosed to have. Now, from time 2 time I wake up in the morning feeling depressed snd sad for no reason. I think its piling up of many ignored -ve emotions resulting from these stressful moments .