Self esteem got completely crushed today........FML

Self esteem got completely crushed today........FML Long story short I stuttered like crazy today in the multiple interactions that I had. Many times I was interrupted or just plain simply ignored. I had been doing really good up until recently for the past few weeks, but as it is with stuttering it just fucked everything up all of a sudden. I don't know how I can live with this anymore. Life is just a series of disappointments and failures for me through no fault of my own. I find no enjoyment in my life and the only thing that still keeps me going is my hate for fate or destiny or whatever.