Hey I am truly sorry if my post sounded pessimistic. I’m thankful to God for everything and it’s just a minor hurdle in life for me now. People go through so many painful issues that I could never imagine going through. My growing up was a bit hard but I have turned out to be fine and living a normal life now. Stutter is manageable and i go through life day by day. I love my kids and would never wish the other way around. As a parent, it hurts definitely to see my kids going through same painful times where people might make fun of them and they loose confidence, but it will be fine. God has everything planned and it will turn out fine. Whenever you feel down, always look at people below you who are going through worse situations, diseases and disabilities. Visit a hospital’s ward once a while to see how blessed you are. I hope you find peace.