I have no friends and I have no network now that sucks. So sad. I'm just scared it will happen again bc it has happened so many times in the past and I can't find someone who will hire me and then someone who won't be friends or a man who will like me. Like, I tried to make friends and no one follows through. I'm tired of doing all the reaching out. And if I keep on getting rejected from hard to simple jobs, it takes a toll on my self esteem. I apply to lots of jobs every day.