Bless you all for your advice, pms and tips. I will be taking them all on going forwards and am now feeling much better. It feels so good being in this community that I know will have your back at your lowest points, if any of you ever need an ear to listen to your own stories or rants I would more than happy to listen. From the bottom of my heart I wish you guys full and fulfilling lives and just pray that we all improve even if incrementally together.