Expecting anything to improve with such a shitty attitude is just as dumb and blind sunshine and smiles. Defeatist attitudes are much easier for people to adopt, especially when young. Gives you less responsibility. "Nothing will work, so why try?" will get you legit nowhere fast. "Trying" may not work every day but you can at least be glad you tried at the end of it. Feel free to not believe me at all as that seems to be this sub's general teen-angst attitude, but you won't think like this forever.