That's how I'd usually work. Work mode saves the day but sometimes, like the psst few days, it doesn't work and I do feel insecure and a little panicked and rushed but I have no logical reason to be and I try and reason with myself but it doesn't work. Unfortunately I can't just stop talking in my job as I take calls every second of the day. Today I did actually struggle to even open my mouth to respond to calls, not because I was blocking, I just didn't have the will to but I continued regardless. Days like this I feel like quitting but I know that this shitty period will end soon enough