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So miserable Ive stuttered for a few years but it’s now worse than ever, I’m going to college this year and I’ve honestly been debating whether to actually go there and get the education I’ve always dreamed of or to just fucking die, all because it feel absolutely impossible to go to college with such a bad Stutter, I go to a very small school right now and even tho we are only 3-6 people in the class I can’t bring my self toto open my mouth if I don’t really have to, it’s been going up and down lately but now it’s so bad, i physically can’t speak in some situations , sometimes my jaw just locks shut for a few seconds and I can’t breath, my tricks that have always worked before, don’t do anything anymore, I go to a speech therapist, doesn’t help, my life feels so miserable, I can’t make phone calls to people I don’t know, how am I going to get a job? Get friends? Get a partner? I tried to put my self out there and Challenge my self a few months ago, but every time it goes a little bit bad, it’s like I get punched back to start, it just feels SO unfair, how some people can just speak, just open there mouth and speak fluently? I feel so miserable right now and I just need someone who’s in the same situation so I don’t feel so incredibly alone.