it has come back

it has come back about a year ago I lost my stuttering but now it had come back stronger due to some reason , I was living happily without stuttering but it's been almost a year since I left , uhm got banned , in the server , I feel like the stutter was gone because I left those memories in the past and I wanted to forget about those but now I cant , they keep coming back , the more memories come back the more stutter I experience