Sitting here at a family party

Sitting here at a family party This condition sucks so bad, i want to be social and talk to family that i havent seen in awhile and i just cant. They probably think im stuck up cause im just sitting here by myself and not particularly mingling. That couldn't be further from the truth. Fuck stuttering for real. I feel like a im about to explode. I think im naturally extroverted so this kills me.