It’s not just the alcohol your mum is a devil in a meat suit. I’m so sorry this happened to you. I hope you went no contact and have been able to heal from it. You didn’t deserve any of that. None of it was your fault, and I hope you know how strong you are for surviving it. You deserve peace, love, and people who make you feel safe and valued. Healing takes time, but you’ve already come so far .Please be gentle with your heart it’s been through enough ❤️❤️