There are many reasons we can give for not being good at something. Stutter is one of those reasons, but not in as fundamental a way as you seem to think. We usually have to build up experience with something to be good at it. In that way, stutter might be in the way, of course, but it doesn't mean you can't build up experience. It just means there's an effort there that you have to face. If you're in a rush, _everything_ is an obstacle. Just try to be realistic about it instead, and don't be too hard on yourself. Life's rather long, you see, and eventually all your effort will put you in a different position of the sort you're after. Just talk, stutter or not. All the rest of it is underway. It's not a race or a competition.