It’s so hard for me to actually believe that anyone could accept me and actually like me
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It’s so hard for me to actually believe that anyone could accept me and actually like me I know logically that there is people who don’t care about my stutter, that there’s people who will like me anyway, that I shouldn’t beat myself up for stuttering because I can’t control, but I still can’t help but feel like every time I stutter a lot in a conversation, that the person doesn’t want to talk to me. It’s so hard for me to believe that anyone would choose to be around me. Talking like this just makes me feel so inherently unlikeable and like no one would ever truly want to hang out with me and be friends with me. I want to not be afraid to talk and not feel bad about myself when I stutter and just say “fuck it if someone doesn’t like my stutter that’s their problem” but I just can’t force myself to not care.