Getting worse

Getting worse Hello! First post here so sorry if it's not great. Obligatory "written on mobile". Here we go. I'm 18, 19 next month. Me and my Mother both stutter, with my mother not letting her stutter get in the way of her life. She's the most inspiring woman I know. I however, can't seem to get past it. I over the last year I almost lost my mother, and I did lose my best friend due to drunk driving. Since Then, my speech has gotten so much worse, and I don't know how to try and sort it. Obviously I know I can't get rid of it entirely, and I'm not expecting a miracle, but if any of you have any tips, you'd make my day. Thank you all x