Yes, you are right. But I didn’t get what I worked hard for, the reason is my stutter. So, I should solve this problem that held me back and caused me so much pain. Or, I should pursue other stuff that make me happy. I really don’t know What I should do. I hope I find peace someday. I wrote that story to get it out of my chest. I know it’s not a positive one. But I wanted to let it out.