I have a speech disorder

I have a speech disorder I have a speech disability and it made my life miserable no one can understand me and my grandma think I'm acting she said this to me before that he's acting and he's trying to get attention I just want to punch you in the face I don't give a shit if she's almost 80 she should have not tell me this it's hard for me to say shit I have ADHD and it's making my fucking life miserable High School made my life fucking miserable also teachers didn't give a shit about me also I don't know what to say about my life they put me in these assholes retarded classroom with all the mental disabled kids they make sure I have no future I can't even good words they made my life miserable my life is a fucking nightmare I graduate high school at the age of 21 that was seven years ago and now I'm getting older My Life coming hell my grandma love to judge me and my parents love to judge me even when I was in high school they love to judge me and my special ed teachers love to scream at me I have no high school diploma no college diploma no nothing I work in a shity job making shity hours making shity money