Hey, 2 quick things: #1 You (and me, really all of us) are our own harshest critic. We judge ourselves harder than others do. This is an important point that helped me start the healing process. #2 The sound of our voice CAN improve. So where ever you are at now, it CAN get better over time. Bonus 3rd point: No one really ever loves the sound of their own voice in a recording. If you google this, you'll see it's a thing with non-stutterers too. Sending you good vibes (: