i often feel like an extrovert trapped in this body. although I'm not sure if not having a stutter would have helped me not have so many insecurities, it certainly would have helped with social anxiety. to be able to approach someone, start small talks with random people, go out on the stage and express myself, participate in debates/speeches like ive always wanted to is just a wild imagination I can only dream about for the rest of my shitty life. it sucks to be not normal.