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It's about to be 6 months for me since i graduated and I also do not have a job, I have not even been called up for any interview despite applying for more than 30 at this point. I also have a stutter that ranges from mild to severe depending on the situation. I attended a networking event my university had back in January of this year and I talked to a few people. It was legit the worst experience of my life. I always thought the presentations I had to do during my 5 years in university were the worst experiences but at least even if i stuttered, about 65-70% of the time my speech was somewhat fluent during each presentation and if i could sense a block i'd either change the word or change the whole sentence from what i had originally written just to avoid that I knew my stutter could be bad but that day of the networking event, it was at a level I had never seen before. Every single person I talked to just kept finishing my sentences for me and i could not even eat or sleep that day. It's funny how my Parents' friends always tell me I have to network, i have to talk to many people but it's easy for them to say seeing as they dont know what it feels like, it's easy for people who can speak from today till tomorrow without experiencing any blocks I still get encouragement from friends and family but I don't really know what lies ahead in my future