no worries man. sometimes I face this too hard, and add on that the fact that i am foreigner. it does not just suck, it hurts. sometimes I just want someone to talk to, but I am on the other side of the world and if I called my dad or mum and cried, they will just tell me it is not worth it come back home. which I don't want to do until I get my degree. We get you fam, just keep strong !!!