Growing up I was a moderate to severe but joining the military and have a customer base job turned it to mild. I’ve always been a ladies man. Not to brag but I’m just adding context. I’ve always been able to talk to women more clearer than with men. Possibly because I was bullied by dudes growing up for my stutter. I met my soon to be ex wife on a dating app 8 years ago. I’ve never really been made fun of by women and they’ve never made it a big deal. You have to get that demon out of your head.