My purpose isn't to flex my luck, but just to tell you it's possible. I was a severe stutterer. I'm almost 40 now, and it's the 18th year i live with with my girlfriend. We have a 2 years old child also. I learned to speak more and more fluently around my 23th year. I still had blocks when i met her. I got only 1 real girlfriend before her, and before that i thought i would be single all my life too. Even finding a real friend took a lot of time. I know the killer inside you talked about very well. But you can make it brother, you will make it. Stutterers have human qualities that people can't find easily everywhere. The most difficult part for a stutterer is the first date, so it's easier if she discovers who you are through another situation. For exemple i met my girlfriend in my classroom. I have faith in you.