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Thank you! It's something I feel needs to be done daily. Once or twice tends to get me to revert back to my old self but doing it consistently has really changed in ways I didn't realize until I noticed much later. Like I left twitter entirely, something I was pretty addicted to even though I knew I could find news elsewhere being collected by sources looking at the same thing. I stopped wanting sports cars, kind of am not really into them anymore besides glancing at them once in a while. This was a drastic change but I think it's because I see my self worth entirely outside of materialistic things now to the point where my body doesn't care for such toys. Although I did go and buy nice clothes and want to take care of my appearance but I think my current sports car/suv may be my last sports car. And lastly, I don't really feel like playing video games anymore. That is truly mind blowing to me but I just can't see the immersion anymore without people in my life. Like when I went to the mall by myself for the first time, that felt much more exciting than playing a game. I can't bring myself to find that same immersion anymore. And every other day I was having some doubt at how well this works, when I was tempted to waver and forget about it but I trust the process now more than ever of things like positive self affirmations and more because it's really changed what I used to look to for my self worth and enjoyment. I've never gone through such a radical change with what I believe and desire and nothing on the outside has actually changed. It's all from within.