Great post, Its rare I relate that much to someone else on reddit! I'm also in my early 20s in uni with an extremely mild stutter. It never affected me socially or during my jobs/placements but like you said it's the ongoing mental battle and anxiety that comes with speaking that gets me. Ive been listening to electronic music for a while now and you'll see that if you keep digging it just keeps getting deeper and deeper. Now I'm especially into house/techno and a big fan of guys like The Martinez Brothers, Loco Dice and Seb Zito. So if you got the chance for sure check them out :)