Also, you will find someone!! Do not lose hope just keep swimming like Dory from Finding Dory ahaha. Really though I know it sucks and is difficult; so many people out there are mean jerks who turn their noses at any imperfection. Let me just say those people need to look in the mirror bc they are the a**holes. There ARE people out there who are good and will see you as more than your impairment. I felt the same way..."who would ever like me/want to deal with me/overlook this etc."