If you haven’t tried speech therapy you should definitely give it a bash, you’re surrounded with people who accept you for who you are and don’t care for your speech impairment. It helped me a lot at a young age Here’s a trick I learned ‘say the sentence in your head twice or three times before you actually say it’ it helped me a lot when I was starting off but overtime I slowly veered away from it. I’m not sure if you do or don’t, but you’d should attempt to exercise/walk more to focus your mind on more important things in life and reflect on how far you came, rather then worrying over a speech impairment who doesn’t define you whatsoever. The way I looked at it was, I didn’t care if it was awkward or if anyone made fun of me as you can get a stammer any time in life. Karma is a b*tch. Hope this helped a little buddy always here if you wanna chat about it