“I was born alone”…..Alone is a weird name to be born with. I’m glad you changed it. Didn’t the medical staff that delivered you try to talk some sense into your mother who birthed you? I’m sure the nurses who looked after you until your mother was ready to take you home laughed every time they saw your name tag “alone”. Anyway. Make sure all of the people who have put their love and energy into you over the years know why you decided to exit life. Last thing I will say is that it does get better but only when you realize the problem is you. You are harder on yourself because you stutter than anyone around you. You chose to be lonely and isolated. Once you stop punishing yourself cause you stutter and just exists as a person with a stutter, you’ll find people don’t actually give a fuck.