Being apathetic is making my stammer better

Being apathetic is making my stammer better It’s weird I’m realizing the more empty I feel inside and the less concern I have for people the more I can just talk and say whatever and have no thought behind it, my throat doesn’t tighten and but this whole thing isn’t necessarily the best feeling but my throat is surprisingly relaxed in this state, im assuming it’s because there’s nothing inside to influence the stammer is my my best logical response to it