I am exactly going what you told, had a stutter since childhood and during that time i think about stutter that much even though i stuttered in childhood, it wouldn't affect me, in any way, i would get sad sometimes and that's all, but now as i turned adult it has crushed me, it has affected everything, because now it's serious and important to have conversations normally, which is affecting by stuttering, and you don't want to be our live like this anymore, you want to have a normal conversations and it's hard with Stuttering, you can't express yourself