I'm so sorry you're in such a bad place. Others have shared that their stuttering goes through phases, bad, better, etc. Hold on to your dreams. In the meantime investigate every possible helpful technique. High school was horrible for all of us but older, more mature friends and associates are more accepting. Don't give up your Navy dream. The military now accepts candidates who stutter. There's a new Facebook group led by an Airforce member who stutters. Check it out. https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=1908545459494342&set=gm.735784164942342&type=3&mibextid=l066kq Best of luck, Sue