Ah, I understand you completely. I get the thinking it's hesitance or anxiety — I guess since I don't have a very anxious demeanor, people might not know how to perceive it and just let it go. Yeah — It gets wildly frustrating to not be able to control it, too. At least for me, I get spoken over when I'm stuck sometimes & people disregard my point sometimes because I stuttered as if it's a sign of being unsure. But such is life, I assume. You are already doing well. I am here, too, if you wish)))