Im only 20 so I dont think that i know everything and i could change view on this, but also for me the feeling of not be able to accomplish enything is real and devastating. Im scared to talk to anybady, some days Im scared to just go out of my house, so for me getting in a relationship or having a good job is something that im scared that i wouldnt be neve be able to be get. I accepted the worst outcome that my life could get, but I also whant to aim to something better, I try to force myself into doing the thing that scares me the most in hope to eventually be able to go out of my house without beein scared to bump into my neighbours (becouse they could try to start a conversation), or doing simple thing that before scared the life out of me.