I hate that I can't defend myself when wronged .

I hate that I can't defend myself when wronged . A friend squandered part of my pay after working some short term job,he was in charge of making sure everyone got their share,he used part of that money and never payed us,months passed by and he still didn't pay back,since I was the only one I guess in need at the time,I threated to report him to our boss,I gathered courage and called our boss,I stuttered Soo much untill I wasn't able to speak untill I told my boss I have a stutter,I felt so ashamed,I humiliated myself trying to speak up, trying to get justice for my colleagues,I couldn't face my boss,Covid came and I left..to this day I feel disadvantaged most of the time