It takes time my man. I was horribly depressed for a long time with my stutter one of the root causes. I hated myself and began to hate other people leading to a spiral of self destruction. Eventually I went to CBT therapy for several years, learned to love myself and discovered that people loved me too. Now I'm a successful sales rep who still stutters but i just accept it as part of myself and move on. Wishing you the best. It's a long, tough road to walk but there's light at the end I promise